| hmm well its around 2 AM and i can't sleep all I can think about is college holy shit its going to be so strange not seeing the normal faces I'm used to seeing its exciting and at the same time nerve racking. I've already met some pretty cool people and kinda got some good campus life these days are tough all though I've only known some of these people since high school I believe that I will remember most if not all from high school and yes they will be missed greatly. I can't begin to say how crazy it was to actually graduate shake the principles hand and actually look back at the enormous crowed of red and white gowns walking with me out of the stage area. 4 years gone like that now I'm beginning to feel old from elementary school where we just pretty much hung out with everyone didn't matter who your friends were just as long as you had friends. Then middle school came around and my school was split in 2 this is where all the clicks started happening and history was made. From time to time I still think about my first days at each new school though I can't remember much about elementary school I still remember everything about middle school all throughout high school. I remember being a little kid in my neighborhood and always being scared of the "highschoolers" and usually running away in fear. Now that I am a highschool graduate I can't help but feel that there was something missing something I didn't do. Well I always feel like that the I think I forgot to do or get something feeling that pretty much everyone gets. I can't believe that theres just a little over a month that I'm going to be hanging out with these kids I know i'll see some of them again but its just weird. I can't explain it. I mean high school seemed like a safe haven for me where I already knew people that were going to my school and everyone came from the same place. I mean sure I went to orientation for st.johns but I didn't get to see the whole picture. I got to meet a select few and from what I saw they were pretty nice people. St johns seems like a pretty nice place for college everyone is so nice and the campus is awesome. Though the courses that i'm taking aren't my favorite its still going to be an experience. I've come to meet some of the most wonderful people I will ever meet in my life and for that I am great full. But now the time has come to say good bye to old ends and leave this security blanket of mine and go off to bigger and better things. meet new walks of life and except new cultures I just wish I could just see everyone one last time and just wish that everything wasn't so dam clicky that was the problem with my highschool lots of people were afraid to step out of their comfort zone and just get to know other people. Maybe they didn't like some people what ever does that mean the entire school should be broken apart into many groups? we should've been as one but hey highschool is now done with and I have a little more than a month to create more memories with people and to start new ones this comming august so to all good luck and love I will miss you all and thank you for all that you have done to me I can't thank you enough. Until the next time we see eye to eye with great love
-Wong
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| well it came and past just like everything else now its time for the big times... college holy shit I still feel like a high schooler tho pretty weird. But what ever should be fun wow 4 years gone just like that doesn't that make who ever reading this feel old heh. From what I can reflect on this moment its a pretty good thing I guess shows that I am ready to join the others in college leave this safety blanket of a town and go out to the world. Meet new people and learn new things. Can't believe we graduated high school jesus this is getting to crazy to even think about
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| jeeze man wht the fuks goin on I can't seem to have any good luck any more its all seen to run out. Well time will only tell wht will become of me. I don't understand how somepoeple work I just don't understand. Hopefully someday i'll find the answer to this delema. I just wish sometimes I could just understand sorry for the emoness but its my currents mood status
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| wow I havn't posted here in crazy long time well I have some time so i'll tell all about the new years and reflect on the past for a bit. WOW 07' I made it to another year, I as I think about it 06' wasn't so bad yea there were somebad times yes times where I just wanted to give up but then there were its good times. I remember last year it was the first time I actually met my grandfather in china and just couldn't believe how the culturenad the people there. Hmm but what did I acomplish nothing really couldn't really say. As time passes on we all grow a little bit become wiser and mature. Though is seems far away, if you think aboout it, its much closer than it may seem. College is right around the corner sure it will be sad saying good bye for the final time to some but then on in a couple years you may not even remember. Just think of it as this Love one another and Cherrish your memories because in the end its all you got...
until next time.
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